It's not much, but it's a very big deal to me!

Yesterday I did something "living in the future." Daniel are planning to go to Mexico next January, and Old Navy had swimsuits on sale. I have for as long as I can remember had to buy XXL or even XXXL in swimsuits. I tried on the XXL and it was too big! I ended up buying an XL that was snug knowing that it will fit me nicely by January if not much sooner. There have been many times that I bought clothes smaller that I was when I purchases them, always hoping that somehow, miraculously, they would soon fit. This time it was very different. I KNOW that it will fit soon! That is the difference, for the first time in my life, I feel that I am in control, and that is a great feeling! No longer am I waiting for a miracle to happen, I am in charge of making my own miracles happen...and that's a big deal to me!

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