LOL. Wow....20 + years ago I live to dance. I have to say back then I could really dance. Sometimes dancing 8-10 hours a day or night. Tonight I felt like I was someone else; some old lady that didn't even have a beat. Kinda Sad! Alicia and I have vowed to get a couple of dance DVD's and shake off the cobb webs. What a reality check, I don't see myself any different until tonight. It is a humbling experience.
Alicia and I thought about leaving several times but instead decided that we would be there for support and to cheer the others on. It would have been more of a defeat instead of motivation if we left. Anxiety was through the roof; a bit of torcher.
I really need to work on my cordination and movement in everything I do, I want to get better at kickboxing and not alway kicking left when everyone else is kicking right.
I well be glad to see everyone tomorrow; I hope that Jamie will be there.
I've had better days,
Tracy
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Tracy,
ReplyDeleteAh, gosh, I feel bad for you. Feeling disconnected from the group in this way never feels nice, especially when you earnestly want to be in synch with everyone. Give it a second chance. Also, get some of the music ahead of the next class, and start shaking your groove thing at home, however you wish. It might help you develop the beat.
I'm so sorry you said, "I've had better days," but the flipside of that is that you will have better days! Smiles!