Monday, April 26, 2010

I'm feeling old

I'm feeling old and broken down. I have a pull in my lower abs on my left side that bother me when I do sit ups and now I have pull in my hip right side area that hurts when I jump, kick or squats. I was getting out of my husband's car tonight an had to lift my leg into and out of the car. I am feeling a bit frustrated and feel like these will slow down my progress. This is Fear
No matter what; I am still going to move forward. I refuse to let this stop me or slow me down. I am looking forward to shooting a wedding in Chicago the 4th of July weekend and feeling fit and firm in some new summer clothes!!! My second driving force is a wedding that I am doing in Eugene for a classmate, where I will be seeing people that I haven't seen in 30 years. I am going to feel good and confident and have a great time. This is the reason I'm not going to let fear win!
Above is the difference between a lie and the truth; we can drive away our fears with truth or believe the lies that keep us bound to our fears.

P.S. I was in kickboxing today and wittnessed a miracle. My friend Carl; kicking butt and taking names. A couple of years ago Carl was waiting for a liver transplant to save his life, now he is giving me courage to suck it up and drive forward. Thank you God for Carl!
Tracy

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